oh!i was way too emotional yesterday.
had a small arguements.
i was hurt.
i didn't know why.
i'm just scared that my past will repeat by itself.
&i fucking hate to think negative things.
but i can't help it lah sial.
i was disturbed.
i cried for hours.
i stop when my eyes sore.
well,i didn't let everything out.
i know i've shouldn't have done that.
bf&myself were crying all along.
&yes,when we're were tired of crying for long fucking hours.
we finally apologised.
i know it's fucking stupid to just cry about one fucking arguement.
ahhhhh!my eyes really sore.
i'm tired&i feel like sleeping.
mid-year is in 2 weeks time.
ohhhh,can somebody help me?!!!
i certainly did not do well for my CAs lah okay.
&that J.LOE didn't even help us!
i've been crying for help since like that first day of school.
&she keep teaching!
what the fuck lah sial.
she only teach lynn,diana,shawn&.......
so what i do when i cannot understand?
i sleep!yes,i sleep.
fuck that J.LOE lah sey!
i superly in a bad mood due to PMS.
sorry to all my gf.
i know i suck in controlling my feelings.
sheeeshhh!
i'm too tired for everything lah.
i don't know whyy..
i'm so not ready for mid year.
euis,i want to eat long john lah.
i stress.
when can we eat?i miss eating so much!
i want to gain weight lah.
hmmmfs.
can help me?hahahaha.
alamak.i need to berak.
blog again later[:
so long!
Labels: emotionally disturbed.
much love,ika.
7:17 AM
